User blog:NHoran/Alexandria's Vulnerability Blog

Hey Team Alexandria !!! As all you know this week is Vulnerability which is very hard to me because i don't want to remember anymore my past.

This week starts AGAIN with a little drama between Taylen and Andi. For me, they act like kids because they are fighting for a small things. When Robert enter our room and revealing that this week is vulnerability and we will be singing I Want To Hold Your Hand, there is only person came in my mind , my mom ( cries , a little bit ). I really miss her and i just want to hug her but i can't. She is stil in jail, seeing her sad was very hard for me because I loved her more than anything. If My dad can see this, I hope he come and visit my mom in th jail to apoligize what he have done.

When Chris Colfer ( Kurt ) enter the room, I got really excited to perform infront of him because he is the only glee character i can relate to if we are talking about vulnerability .Even though I didn't win the homework assignment , I'm so glad that he praised my performance and he liked it.

This week, Confession with Erik is the hardest one for me. Telling him my past makes me cry coz I don't want to talk it anymore. It feels good when Lyla hugged me coz that time i really need a friend comfrontation.

The outcome of our video is great. It made me cry when i saw it Because its really touching and believable.

This week, i was 4th on the callback list and that was a lot higher than last week which i was 7th. This week's bottom 3 are Joy, Gray and Taylen. They did a really great job on their performances but in the end Gray was sent home which is not shocking to me cause in this group, he is the less vulnerable.

Next week will be Tenacious coz it was tenacity !!!

~ Alexandria ~